RACH AND HER WEIGHT

Hi, still here and now they have given me these tablets, probably for the rest of my life but I have been saved, and yet, why do I feel so low. I think maybe it is because  of all that has happened and all the hospital visits, and missing the feeling of being invinsible, that I was always so strong and never could imagine having  the 'C word.I am so grateful to everyone who sent me good wishes, prayed for me, looked after me and all this has had a huge effect that I feel undeserving because I am just one person who by all accounts have hope. I am honoured by so much affection and attention but it makes me feel so humble in the great scheme of things, where there is so much more suffering then what I went through. I am sure these tablets are having this effect because I want to scream out aloud 'I am so lucky'. I just want to feel strong again because so much needs doing,and I am weak!! This blog has now become personal and yet I want to share with you these feelings, because I know that in a week or so, I will be back to my old self and be really happy.

We enjoyed a lovely night with our friends from Llandudno, who made us so welcome and we watched our dvd of our holiday. I loved the comfort of their hotel,and we had lots to catch up on.Thank you Chris and Gaynor. Today the weather was beautiful, and this evening I watched the sun go down showing a myriad of colours which did make me so happy to be able to watch such a wonderful sight from my bedroom window. Now I am feeling happier, life will be good, and so so lucky..

Will keep in touch, and also, I am going back to weightwatchers to keep me on track.I seem to have added a few too many pounds but all those sweets......mmmmmmm

love

Rachey xxxx

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• #4 Comment from pharmolo 
  12/02/08 23:28 | Permalink

  No shame in feeling down, we all do from time to time. Hope you've got decent weather and some sunshine to help you cheer up. It's the weight that's gotto go down, not you ;-)
• #3 Comment from jeadie05 
  12/02/08 12:27 | Permalink

  Sorry you are feeling down understandable when you think ,what has been going through your mind lallerly,however Im sure you will soon be back to the Rach we know and love ,Lovely that you was able to relive your hoilday via the CD  ,keep your chin up ...love Jan xx
• #2 Comment from steviemoore83 
  11/02/08 22:55 | Permalink

  Wow Rach, you're looking great! Hope you feel better soon. Just an email away if you wanna chat,
  
  Lv Ste
  xx
• #1 Comment from lindaggeorge 
  11/02/08 22:55 | Permalink

  Sorry you're feeling down, maybe it's the time of year because I've really struggled the last couple of weeks.
  
  Hope you're soon back to your normal self. It's probably normal to be a bit low after what you've been through. I'm sure it's only temporary.
  
  Take care.
  
  Linda xx.