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Feeling Anxious
when I was a girl

Hi.when I was a girl, I never knew about Cancer, I was young and happy, but tonight as a woman, I am awaiting results of my condition.How sad you may think, but what a life I had...good family, good food and fun.. but as a woman who lost her mum not so long ago, I have had to grow up very quickly and realise that we, as women , have to check our bodies,I pray and hope that I have been saved, and if not, maybe a message to all of us to check our bodies.I lost a lot of weight and went on holiday, but I happened to check myself whilst putting on sunscreen.If you feel any lump or bump..go to doctor,s and get checked out. My doctor is my friend, but he said that we never ever waste their time, begnign or not, always feel that they are there for us. Never be scared to go to a doctor, after all they are not cancer related. I had a faulty gene, but please check yourselves and so you never have to go through this nightmare.Mum, cared more for her dog than herself, she was too late, but we are not. We must never care about what our family thinks, we must go and be checked out.If anything sinister remains in my body, I want others to know that the NHS will check it out.Tonight, I am positive.Tired, but positive that I caught it in time!! you know me. I will be back...with all my holidays and life in general. Thank you all for your comments...thank you for you for being there.
all my love
Rachey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ps.....monday ..results day..and the pathologist report was cancelled due to it not being ready, so another week to go. Our hospitals have this awfull bug, so maybe staff are off sick. I feel stronger and although tired, so positive I am going to carry on with this journal until you are sick of reading it..lol....You don't get rid of me that easily...Had a great e-mail suggesting the NHS send all women on holiday in the sun, with suncream instead of cold mammograms...lol...really cheered me up. I need to see the sun.
Rach.xxxx
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Please try to continue feeling positive Dear Rach ,and the very best of good luck for your results next week ..love Jan xx
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It is so good to hear you are on the mend,your advice is spot on and I know many women will take heed,rest up we look forward to welcoming you back again xxxxxxx zoe
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I shall be keeping fingers,....everything crossed for your results Rachel. Being positive is half the battle. I so hope it is good news.
Love,
Linda xxx.
29/01/08 15:51
staying positive for you
Lyn
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