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Lazy Days
Much has happened since my last entry. In short, I’ve been ill, kidney infections and duodenitis have, and still are, plaguing me. Tomorrow (Friday) I should get the results of some recent tests. With the right diagnosis and medication, hopefully I’ll soon be my old self again. Latest tests on Tuesday, showed high levels of ketones, which usually occur through untreated diabetes or starvation. I’m in neither category and a little concerned.
Hubby has been much better of late, although no one could ever say that he’s well. I’m finding his care is becoming increasingly exhausting and depressing. My mate depends on me too much now and it’s hard to come to terms with. If I won the National Lottery, I’d swap the lot, to have “my Ron” back again.
There have been good times here too, like last Saturday, when our son and two little grandaughters kicked us out of bed; amongst cries from Holly “Nan, mum’s gone to Burleigh Horse Trials, so dad said we will take you out for the day. You’ve gotta get showered and dressed and get grandads’ breakfast quick!”
Ooh I had a lovely time. Wonderful!
We piled into the car, hubby up front with Robert and me cuddled up with my two little girls on the back seat.
No picnics, no hassle; just a drink, bananas, packet of biscuits, spare clothes for the kids (in case of an emergency) and some bats and balls, were stowed in the boot. For once, we were going to eat out. It was supposed to be a mystery tour, but we’d no sooner backed off the driveway when Holly let the cat out o’ the bag: “We’re going to see the
New Forest ponies nan!” - 14 month old Jasmine joined in shouting “neigh, neigh, horse, horse!”
We did see the New Forest ponies, hundreds of them, along with beautiful scenery and mile upon mile of lilac heather. Stopping briefly at a garage, where, apart from the usual dash for the loos, we stocked up on cups of hot coffee, milk shakes for the kids and a selection of scrummy cakes. A couple of miles further on Robert found a magical spot, where we sat on the short grassy banks of a meandering stream, drinking our coffee and scoffing cakes. A few games of “bat and ball” with the kids was fun, a bit “hit and miss” though – Jasmine was throwing the bat instead of the ball and Holly kept saying my aim was out, that’s why she couldn’t hit the ball. I gave her the benefit of the doubt. In truth, she’s useless at ball games, but it pays to humour a 7 year old at times. (Nan isn’t as daft as she’s cabbage lookin’ – wasn’t going to let any tantrums get in the way of such a beautiful day).
Everyone was happy. I was so busy enjoying meself, I didn’t think to take any pics of the New Forest scenery. Robert did grab the camera later in the day, when we were on the beach at Barton-On-Sea and our final stop in Burley.
Holly and I got brave and went paddling – after I assured her the tide was going out: “Oh nan! You’ve got it wrong again, but you are funny” – we got a soaking as the waves crashed around us, and collapsed on the beach together, doubled up with laughter. The tide was coming in! Well, how was I to know? A mere country bumpkin, who’s spent her entire 60 years living as far as you can get, in this country, from the sea.
Jasmine was busy digging up half the beach, with a bucket and spade we'd bought at the local café, where we had some lunch. She’s gorgeous, a little bundle of laughter and contentment, who happily played beside grandad, chattering on in her toddler language, keeping him happy too.
Some weeks ago Robert gave our conifer trees a short back and sides, as they were getting too large. That job badly needed doing, because I’ve just approached the Housing Association about a transfer to a bungalow, in Buckingham, and need to have the place tidy. The Housing Association will send somebody to check over this property, before they offer us another one. It’s standard procedure, to make sure we, as tenants, haven’t abused or neglected the place. I don’t know how long it will be before we are allocated another property, but am beginning to sort out all the stuff we no longer need and won’t have room for, as we are downsizing to a 2 bed bungalow. We’re eligible for a 2 bed because of the nature of hubby’s illness, but need a letter from our GP to back this up. We’ve made an appointment with her next week.
It’ll probably feel strange moving from a small village, after 25 years in the same house, to a small market town; but needs must, as they say. I simply can’t cope here any longer and need somewhere with mains gas heating, a smaller garden and no hazardous staircase (ours is lethal); plus there is the future prospect of not being able to afford to replace our car. If that happens, I need to be somewhere with shops, doctors and bus services on my doorstep. I’m not thinking about being without a car yet though, will keep it chugging on for a few years, with a bit of luck, a few spare parts, the wind behind me and a length of baler twine!
I can’t end this entry without saying a big thank you, to those kind people who have kept in touch during my recent abscence; especially Angie, Jan, Sara and Krissy; who, despite carrying their own burdens, have thought of me.
I've edited this entry 4 times, as aol can't get the typeface right! I've given up trying and apologise for the different sizes of type.
I will wish you all Night, Night. Take care. Thanks for dropping by.
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Hi Sylvia. . sorry I am so late. . .Im living life at a snails pace these days.I love your photos,as usual they are stunning,your Grandaughters are so lovely Sylvia and Holly is so like you.I hope you get somewhere really nice to live,a bungalow would be ideal for you.I am glad to here Ron is ok . . ish too.You do a fab job as carer Sylvia.
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Hello! Sylvia
Just found you today at Colleen's Journal, I haven't been around for a long time, due to ill health. But I've started a journal again this week. I tried to link to you a long time ago, but suddenly found you had gone Private?, and not 'invited' me.
It's nice to be able to read you again, and see your lovely Pictures and verse.
Sorry about Ron, and realise how hard it must be....hope things improve!
Take care
Aileen....X
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Hi Love, your photos are gorgeous as always! I love the ponies! Honey, I am so sorry about the kidney infections, I hope you are alright. And the trouble with Ron. I wish you could sometimes get some respite care. I have spoken with you about this before, I guess there is no way. But I am glad he is somewhat better! Remember to try to do some things for yourself if there is any way possible! Love you lots,
Krissy :)
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What a lovely day out you had Sylvia! I love the New Forest, did you go down to Lyndhurst where the ponies seem to gather most? I'm glad Ron was well enough to go out with you. I hope the doctor can sort out why your ketones levels are high. The move will be a big upheaval for you when it comes, I hope they can sort it out for you soon. Take care, Jeannette xx http://journals.aol.co.uk/jlo
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It is such a shame that you are having to move to another place, but, needs must. I do so hope that when the time comes you will find a house you will love just as much. I just wish that it were possible for you to have your old hubby back.
Love, Cathy. xxx