More balanced
I'm feeling more balanced today after the events of the other night that made me feel so unhappy. In short, I had a posted something on a journal that I thought was amusing, it was just an annoying click message thing but it upset someone who commented on it. I apologised (although countless other people commented that it was very funny) and the person in question became very nasty, I couldn't believe it! It just made me want to withdraw, it wasn't that she didn't like it, I could cope with that. She just got quite threatening (in emails) and it worried me quite frankly. After all we don't know anyone here really do we? It's all sorted now, she admits she overreacted, we have both apologised, she has her reasons and I'm ok with it now. However much I have ever wanted to hold a grudge in this life it just doesn't seem to be in my nature. Thank goodness!
I have been very busy since then, it seemed to give me the motivation I needed to get on with my assignment for university. I have a 3000 word essay due in on Monday and I've only got 1000 words to go. Enough of that I think, but then I wont have anything else to say!.. My children have been marvels, going out to play to give me some peace and quiet and then ringing me every 5 minutes when the chain comes off the bike for example, or when one calls the other 'fat' and he retaliates by calling his brother 'gay'... I'm changing my name to 'Dad'!.. Why do boys think that calling someone 'gay' it's an insult, we've had many a discussion about that in this house as I'm not raising homophobes.
Talking of 'Dad' (my other half), he's not in my good books, on his way home from work last night he went for a pint! How dare he!? I know it may seem I'm being mean but when I'm here trying to keep everything ticking over plus do my assignment, all I want is for him to come home. I don't nag him (too much) about helping out around here, not because I don't think he should but because I've given up! He's a good Dad though so it's a trade off and I do like to see the positive. However, last night was the straw that broke the camels back and I threw all his clothes on the garden!! He finds it all highly amusing and I think he finds that unhinged part of me attractive, he's got issues!..and maybe I have(?).
It was lovely to log on and find comments, thankyou for popping by! And don't worry about saying something I might not like just don't threaten me, please!
Bye for now xx
pricesc93 at 19:03:00 o'clock BST Blog about this entry
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I pay to have my ironing done!! Wot ironing aswell as washing, drying, cooking studying, suppporting, DISCIPLINING!...anyway I folded them neatly over his favourite possession - his bike! I just threw his shoes and underwear on the garden, and we're on a bus route too!!! x
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My Missus wouldn't throw my clothes in the garden - she'd just have to wash and iron them all again. ;O)
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Hiya !! You've been on my alerts since I started my journal ~ and you're staying on them !!!! I thought the link was great fun !!!!!! But are you sure you've got your balance back ~ throwing clothes in the garden LMAO......good for you ~ keeps 'em on their toes LOL.......Mart also finds it amusing when I go off on one, which winds me up even more LOL :-) Good luck with your last 1000 words, wow.....sounds a lot to me !!! Have a great weekend ~x~
love n hugs Debbie ~xxxx~
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Thankyou for dropping by my journal ~ as someone commented this is your journal and you write just what you want to ~ if anyone threatens you I would just block them ~ but I am glad you both came to terms with her/his e-mails ~ I enjoyed reading this entry I will be coming back ~ Ally
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