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15:53:00 o'clock BST
Feeling Quiet
Hearing Classical Music
Anticipation
Hello Everyone. My hair has turned out a really nice shade of red. Not too bright though! I also didn't manage to stain anything In the bathroom either! which is always a bonus. lol. It's not been the best of weekends so far. After receiving some bad news last Thursday, I am finding myself all over the place at the moment. I can't seem to stop crying and snapping at everyone. It has opened up some Issues for me and I know I am not feeling right and hate being this way. My test results can't come back soon enough. I have to somehow try to unwind and pick myself up.
I used to enjoy listening to classical music with a glass of wine and a ciggy. It feels strange to think I don't smoke or drink now. They were always my little comforters. Any crisis and I would reach for a fag and/or a drink. It always seemed to take the edge of things. I don't have these feelings numbed anymore so It's a little harder to get over things. I have consumed enough cups of tea to fill a cafe!!.
I wanted to have a wonderful happy weekend where I could get more done in the house but, I don't have the energy or drive, basically, my get up and go, has got up and gone! lol. I am quite secure and content In my jammies chilling out here, doing what I love best, talking to you all. I went on a wee mission to find the name of my favourite classical song, as I have loved It for years and never knew It's name. I will leave you now with:
"O Mio Babbino Caro".
O mio babbino care,
Mi piace, e bello bello,
Vo andare in Porta Rossa
A comperar l anello!
Si,si ci voglio andare
e se l amassi indarno
andrei sui Ponte Vecchio
ma per buttaarmi in Arno!
Mi struggo e mi tormento!
O Dio, vorrei morir!
Babbo, pieta, pieta!
Babbo, pieta, pieta!
Translation
Oh my dear daddy
I love him, he is so handsome
I want to go to Porta Rossa
to buy the ring!
Yes, yes, I mean it
And if my love were in vain
I would go to Ponte Vecchio
and throw myself in the Arno!
I fret and suffer torments!
Oh God, I would rather die!
Daddy, have pity, have pity!
Daddy, have pity, have pity!
I hope you enjoyed It. Take care, Back soon. xx
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sorry to hear you were feeling low i hope you are feeling better now. glad the hair turned out ok, bit of a rist dying it red in a newly painted white bathroom!! I'd probably get it everywhere without moving a muscle!!lol take care mrs t xx
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Sorry your feeling so down! BUT I am so very proud to hear that you gave up those bad habits :) How proud you must be! Hope your week has been better!
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Sad to hear my sweet friend is feeling so low. I am happy to hear your hair is pleasing to you though. Yeah, we have our comforts but sadly most of them are bad for us. I admire your committment to not smoking or drinking, that in it's own right is something to be most proud of. Sending you good thoughts & Prayers for better days ahead.
xxx
Lisa -
pam love, im sorry you down. been there often and if you need to cry do so. its beneficial,it helps stress, and it makes you feel better after. im sorry you got problems,you always cheer me up with your comments. lovely song by the way and red?? suits you pam.lol you take care,my wishes for better days happier nights.love mort. xxxxx donald n jem wave a wing lol wish they wouldnt crap all over my door step. bless welcome is wearing thin here lol xx
05/04/08 10:47