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Feeling Frustrated
Second try
Hiya everyone.
This is the second try of updating my journal.My first try got eaten.
I hope everyone is enjoying the weather in there parts of the world.The other day it was so warm and spring like. I woke up with the sun shining and the birds singing there love songs it was lovely. The next day i woke to rain freezing cold and the birds was frozen stiff still singing but from chattering beaks. lol. poor things. On the sunny day i took a little wark with the dogs. As i was walking i came across a huge amount of screaming. It was from 5 seagulls. 4 seagulls on a roof top 1 sea gull was doing fly pasts trying to scare the other ones away. It was was swooping down and the other gulls was screaming at the 1 doing the fly past swooping. In the end the swooping sea gull found its self another roof to perch on. The bully gull did not win.It was fun to watch. At one time i would have walked past not paying attention to what was going on round me, now i open my eyes to nature and its wonders. Did i tell you i once saw two lady birds making love. I did take a picture but lost it, so i can not show you all. I can hear what your all saying, ohhh Katies got porn in her journal. lol not this time i am afraid.
Did i tell you i am going back in the classroom,I am 43 and wanting to learn, well they say your never too old. I am sitting my litracy GCSE, And doing a creative writing course to help my English along a bit. I am doing this before i start on another course to help me with composition for a a English history course i want to do. As a lot may know i read a lot of books, History being my favorite.So i thought why waste what i am reading, set it to some use. Also i think it will help me take my mind of the pain i am in, giving me something else for my brain to focus on. At the moment pain is all i can focus on. Being depressed and other factors in my life are not being helped by sitting back and doing chores and cooking.My son is 15 he does not need his mam so much in his life anymore. The courses i am starting with i can do a lot from the comfort of my rocking chair on the PC. so whats stopping me. Nothing, My litracy starts in may.I am not sure on the creative writing, And September for history.
Also i want to learn to drive. I am not sure i can do it yet with being in so much pain. But i want to try it. With luck and a bit of confidence i will never know, until i try it. Right i am going to hit save, but before i do i hope you all have a lovely day.
God Bless.
love and hugs
Katie xx
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I think its great that you want to go back to school. I admire you for that. Driving will make you independant and you will feel so refreshed when you can come and go as you please. Good Luck in all your ventures. You really are an inspiration. :)
http://journals.aol.com/lattedah711/lattedah/ Tracy -
My dearest Katie,
This alert never came through to me, please forgive the length of time that has gone by...
You are one awesome lady...first the story about the birds...I had to chuckle over your comment. The education you desire and are going to achieve...I am so proud of you. Love you, miss you and wishing you the best. I, again am so sorry it took me so long in coming by....it should have been sooner than this...
Hugs,
Joyce -
Our weather here was up and down like that, but now it seems to be stretching in full Spring! Good going on taking some classes. I know you'll enjoy them and get a lot of good out of them.
Lori
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Awwwwww poor little birds.
I have noticed a lot more seagulls in London these days and yes i can see what you mean they are mean ....lol.
Good Luck with going back into class. I would loved to have learnt to drive, at least you are independant and can come and go as you please.
Have fun
hugs Jayne
30/05/08 19:43
Lila