KATIES DIARY

Thank you Shelly for the graphic.

I am sorry that i have not been around for a while. I have been having some very black days and i have been struggling to get some nasty thoughts out of my head. I am under my Doctor and they are monitoring how i am doing. I have also got a councilor to help me deal with my demons, I do realise there is only me that can deal with this problem.One thing bothers me, they say face your problems but how can you face things that are in your past and it is  impossible for you to face. My demons are dead or no longer around to face.Any way that is the place i am in and have been for around 8 weeks now.

I hope you are all looking  forward to Christmas and spending quality time with your family and friends.Christmas is getting worse with every passing year. You have to look at our family views of the meaning of Christmas and not how many presents one recieves.I have traditions i like to keep and maybe Daniel will carry it on for his children, When he spends Christmas with me we always go to church on Christmas eve,Churches nowadays do there services early evening so they do not get the drunks coming in and spoiling the service such a shame. Christmas eve will see me going to Durham Cathedral with Phil where there is a midnight service and holy communion.Daniel is spending Christmas with his Gran and Dad, it should have been my turn this year but i have forgone the pleasure because his gran was alone last year she is 70 this year and i think Gran and grandson should have there time together. Update on Toby well what can i say lol he is a rascal,he keeps Blue on his toes, me as well when the post man comes Toby likes to rip the letters to shreds.He fetches his lead and coat when he wants a walk. He is looking a 100 % better and he is looking happier if a pooch can look happy his eyes have a sparkle and his coat his getting a little thicker.Santa is visiting Blue and Toby this year we can not leave our fur babies out.

All that is left to say is thank you for all your love and support over the last twelve months and i hope each and every one of you have a wonderful Christmas and a Happy new year. Keep warm and safe. 

God Bess.

love and hugs

 Thank you Donna for the graphic

Katie xxx

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• #14 Comment from pharmolo 
  03/02/08 23:34 | Permalink

  Hi Katie,
  Long time no hear, hope all is well. Let us know how things are, good or bad :-)
  
  Guido
  http://journals.aol.co.uk/pharmolo/NorthernTrip/
• #13 Comment from ajquinn354 
  22/01/08 21:20 | Permalink

  Katie where are you dear, you are missed.  Let us know how you are doing dear. Arlene (AJ)
• #12 Comment from springangel235 
  31/12/07 18:19 | Permalink

  I love and miss my dear friend...please come back and know we all care about you...come back healthy, at peace in your heart...and know you are not alone.  hugs and much love always,
  Joyce
• #11 Comment from jvbutterfly 
  29/12/07 19:32 | Permalink

  I hope you are doing better hon...I know all to well the demons of the past. I fight them everyday as well. I hope the new year will bring you to a better place. You are in my prayers....June
  
  http://journals.aol.com/jvbutterfly/junes-journey/
• #10 Comment from faveanti 
  28/12/07 15:46 | Permalink

  Hope you feeling any easier now Katie.  Your Toby sounds so lovely.  Wjo thinks they're in charge, Toby or Blue?
  love,  Angie, xx