18:14:00 o'clock BST
Feeling Worried
Day 79 - The show must go on and on and on....
Well, just as the ‘Fat Lady’ came on to sing, a little old bald man ran on stage and shoved a doughnut in her mouth – she swiftly proceeded to down the cake in one and was simply unable to sing no more!!! (If you are wondering what the hell I’m talking about, well……..)
I had resolutely decided to resign my position at work (re previous entry) – I’d had my ‘cooling off’ period and I still believed strongly in what had happened (still do, I must add!!), so to me it was case closed – It was over!!! I had sent in my letter of resignation and applied for numerous jobs – I have been in serious discussions over a new job and been offered an interview for another. AND NOW I find myself still being asked to go back. I have mellowed and chilled a little (probably because I’ve not had to work – irony!!!) and I have decided to return (like one of those dodgy soap lines – just when you thought I was dead, I resurface!!). I can’t say I’m over the moon at the prospect of going back, but I owe it to myself to try again, it’s in my make up unfortunately (must get new mascara!!!). I had to make the point though that, discussions still required…… Am I insane????? Deranged???? – Well I’m keeping my options open – I shall pursue the applications, whilst seeing how the land lies back at the office. So as I say the ‘Fat Lady’ she hasn’t quite sung yet……..!
I think maybe it’s time I changed my philosophy on life – as the more I seem to moan about how hard done by I am – the more the rubbish heads my way!! As on my door step yesterday morning (in a very unsuspicious white envelope!!) arrived more bad news. The first word I saw when I opened the envelope was ‘Police’!!! Its official, I am a criminal. They got me ‘banged to rights, Guv’ – I got a speeding ticket, from one of those white vans that park on the side of the road. I mean I saw him and promptly slowed down, but they still got me. Oh well, there is no excuse other than last week was ‘mega pants’ and I am now a further £60 down and my subsequent squeaky clean licence is now a little heavier. {{{{{Sigh}}}}}
End on a positive……My mum who has been ‘under the weather’ lately and receiving lots of medical treatment, has had some good news with regards to the results – so I’m pleased as it appears she has her very own lady luck that has set up residence. I still have a vacancy here and will consider applications from any back ground as long as they have a good track record.
Also a thank you to those of you who sent hugs – It was proven this week that hugs are good therapy – so I’m returning the favour {{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}} – mmwah!!!
I need to wipe the corners of my mouth as I have delivered the usual dribble.
Love as always - C - X
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regards
Shaun
18/11/07 21:51