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18 May 2008
20:15:56 o'clock BST
Feeling Happy
countdown, puppy class and stuff
Well another week at a close!! This year is flying by and the wedding of our year is almost on us........6 weeks on yesterday to be exact........so I am now flying round trying to find an outfit that does not make me look like my Mum (bless her soul); why do most Mother of the Groom/Bride outfits from the bridal boutiques make you look like a cross between Dame Edna and Hyacinth Bucket on a bad day? I know what I want but can I find it? No is the short answer!! I still need to find out what Lucy's Mum has got (she has found her outfit already) before I make a final choice....but I am after a nice floaty trouser suit as dresses tend not to suit me now I am a bit on the larger side (despite all my efforts to lose weight!!!).
Looking back through my archives a couple of days ago to find Angela's wedding entry to show a friend and it was lovely to see it all again, plus the lovely entry done by my lovely friend Jan over at Serendipity. Angela looked lovely on her day and I am certain Lucy will look equally as lovely on 28th June; I will cry for sure as I never thought Kevin would marry!! He was always the most sensitive of my two children (still is to a degree) and I am so very proud of him now......he has turned his life completely round from the problem he was to us all back in 2001!! Yes, he is still a worry to a degree with his motorbike (he has a rod in his left leg from a previous accident) and all the antics he gets up to but he is an excellent Partner and Father so yes I will cry at his wedding!!!
Sascha completed her puppy classes (all three of them) with a certificate to prove she had done so........who knows it may be the first of a few!!! I won't put her in for the serious shows but Ijust may put her in the 'Fun' dog shows as the cutest face or whatever!!! She is learning fast but is still completely scatty in a lot of ways!! She is adorable and growing very fast!
With regard to the band, well we have a temporary singer for now and will have a 2nd temporary singer whilst we find a suitable permanent person. We had a gig on Saturday night just gone (the 10th) and it was excellent with Vicky, the stand in for that night - she has an amazing voice and they also did 3 numbers, which they had only talked about in the car park in a break, which they had never done before either together or apart....and they did them perfectly!!! Just briefly, on a sadder note, Hayley - our previous singer lost her Dad last week to MS, he had been poorly on and off with chest infections but he did not recover from the last one, he will be sadly missed by all that knew him and our thoughts and love are with the family at this time.
Anyway, time to say bye for this week and I will be back soon

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10 May 2008
13:06:01 o'clock BST
Feeling Chillin'
Gaffa tape, band, shingles & stuff

Hiya,
Rumours that I fell off the planet are greatly exaggerated.......I have had shingles and I'm only just beginning to feel really well despite some nasty recurring headaches. I did not even find out I had it until the little rash I had turned into the nasty red bits....even the gp thought I just had an allergic reaction to something so when I went back once the nasty bits appeared I was surprised to find out I had the dreaded lurgy...........apparently if you have had chicken pox you are more at risk of shingles than someone who has not had chicken pox - thank you young Alfie!!!! I just have a couple of nasty red bits left on my jawline that just won't go (oh and a little on my ear) so I look a bit manky!!
Sascha is now 3months old (and larger than in this pic even though it is only 3 weeks ago!!) and a little madam....she just won't stay still so taking pics is not easy!!! She now weighs a hefty 18.5lb!! She is attending puppy association classes (we are also learning, as adults, all about the less savioury things with regards to pet dogs.....and being shown samples of the same but then I do know what a tick and a flea look like, it is the other things that left me feeling a bit queasy!!) and the other two pups weigh less than 8lb each as they are only little Jack Russells........they look so odd playing together especially as one of the JR's is a miniature one.....so tiny that you could hold it in the palm of an adult male's hand; mind you they give as good as they get from one another!! Sascha is walking well on the lead, enjoying going out in the car and has learnt fetch, sit, stay etc really well.

Now, will someone answer me a question....sorry only for uk readers.......what is it with Gaffa tape and Fords? Mainly old Mondeo's & Sierra's; the majority I see seem to have their bumpers stuck together with oceans of Gaffa tape - usually silver, with the odd one having a mixture of white and black!! Is it the new trend or a Mondeo/Gaffa tape owners club sign of membership? The other day Rob and I were out and out of the 5 Mondeos we saw 4 of them had this tape on their bumpers......usually the front offside, or could it be a warning to other drivers that if they come too close they are in danger of being Gaffa'd!!! Maybe we will never know but it would be cool to have a game called spot the Gaffa & do a survey on which car's have it on them the most!! On another note we saw a Renault this morning that had packing tape on its bumper......was it planning to be posted???

We are a bit fed up at the moment, we are looking for another singer for the band!! We are definitely not having anyone under 25 again......the commitment just is not there and everything seems like too much hard work; the voice may be good but as for attitude and commitment - forget it!! We have someone temporary for the time being but as she is with another band it is just not feasible for her to be with us on a permanent basis.......she is very, very good; lovely voice and attitude but her commitment is to the other band unfortunately.

Anyway, time to have lunch........will catch up with you all again very soon!!!

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20 April 2008
21:08:56 o'clock BST
Feeling Chillin'
Sunday runaround

Hi there, Hope you are all well. We have had a hectic weekend, culminating in a visit to the Vauxhall Motors Heritage Museum which was open to the pulic today. This museum is a private one so it was good to be able to see inside. There was not an awful lot there in comparison to other museums but what was there was interesting, including the very last car made on the production line at Luton (Befordshire). I've put some pics on for you to see at the beginning.

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Sascha had her first trip in the back of the Frontera yesterday; needless to say she let us know she was there and did cry a little but before long she will be too big to travel on my lap, so we decided to start her in the back before she gets too used to the comfort of being in the front with us. She will get used to it before too long - Sam loved it so I am sure she will very soon. We took her to our local Pets at Home for her puppy food as usual, trouble is it takes us 3 times as long to get round as everyone fusses her!! I wonder why? Lol. She is also a tv addict!! Now we have a larger screen she loves anything to do with animals, and anything that has a lot of movement in it. Sascha has her 2nd jab tomorrow (monday 21st) so she will be going for proper walks any day now....we are looking forward to that!!!

I had an eventful afternoon at work on friday, a disgruntled client of one of the other teams in our building ran out of the room where she was being counselled and into the ground floor loo. I was on reception and about 20 - 30 mins later she emerged looking very aggrieved; a few mins later the member of staff that was with the girl said 'oh it looks like the toilet is on fire' and laughed!! I went nearer to check and just smelt the smoke coming from under the door and alerted everyone to the fact it was not a false alarm this time (the damn thing goes off every so often for no reason!!) and then phoned the fire brigade. Now here is the laugh with regard to the fire brigade.....from the building where we work the fire station is roughly 2mins away if that, well 2 mins for normal drivers so faster for a fire engine I shouold imagine; anyway, said fire engines (all 3 of them) took 10 mins to get to us!! The building could have been well alight by then but fortunately it was put out by the time they got there so they were 'politely' told to go away!!! It is amazing though how some people refuse to budge cos they don't realise how serious it is, or they don't think it will come to anything......maybe it was only a fire in a waste bin in the loo but it could have got out of contol, who are we to decide that it won't be that bad........a fire is a fire is a fire - big or small the building had to be evacuated. Tell you what my priority was, in order of importance....bar of chocolate(unopened I hasten to add), handbag, car keys, mobile phone and then my pass swipe card....all picked up in that order in less than 10 seconds!!! The police will be involved so we will see what happens.

Anyway, I am off to check up what is happening with our sales on ebay, they are due to finish in an hour or so. Hopefully we will make some cash!!

TTFN peeps, love to you all.
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11 April 2008
21:40:00 o'clock BST
Hello Peeps. Hope you are all well and have been enjoying the little bit of sunshine we have had the past few days!!
I am feeling a bit silly at the moment as we have had 3 incredibly stressed days to the point where we thought things would not improve….but this morning – well lunchtime to be exact – things suddenly went from horrible, manky pear shaped to nice squidgy choccy cake shaped!! I am an extremely, well almost extremely, happy bunny right now..…. There is still the subject of Sammy’s ashes to be rectified but after what we have been through the past few days I can cope with that and I have had a lovely email from Susie (Susanbunn) that has made me feel quite peaceful with regard to the Sammy issue….thank you Susie. Yes I feel quite content at the moment.

Work is proving very taxing, more mentally than physically due to the nature of it!! The work is interesting, the majority of people are okay but as I have said before there are a couple of people that work here that are not so nice. The work itself is to do with Mental Health Assessment, which is quite traumatic at times as a lot of issues are to do with suicidal thoughts etc., and when you have to type the notes out after the CPN’s (Community Psychiatric Nurses) have done their assessments it can get to you at times!!! Also there have been a couple of occasions when I have had to hand the notes over to someone else, as I know the people (not closely) that the assessment refers to. Life does get tricky at work sometimes.
Sascha is growing well, she is a little terror and into everything!! Yesterday she helped herself (whilst Rob’s back was turned and I was at work) to a piece of artificial coal off our gas fire (it was not on I hasten to add!!) and promptly tried to destroy it on her lovely white sheepswool bedding,…..fortunately Rob caught her before she could eat it but the black stuff was everywhere!!! Puppies, don’t ya just love ‘em????!!!
My laptop is repaired, thanks to Kevin, however he had to totally clear it and re-install my photos’s and I had to re-install all my new broadband (panic stations came when I could not find the keyword for installation….found it had fallen down the back of the sofa!!!) equipment and re-download all my games from the internet…..fortunately most of my games are kept in a Big Fish Games account so I did not have any problem accessing them again, apart from one which was from another company and I have lost the ref number for it……it would have to be Rob’s favourite game as well so he is not happy that he cannot play his mahjongg game!!

Anyway it is getting late so it is time to upload to the journal.......and hopefully get all my graphics put on with no problems, lol!!! I did the text towards the end of the shift I did on reception this afternoon when it was very quiet!!!! TTFN & loads of love to you all.......
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06 April 2008
22:04:44 o'clock BST
Feeling Quiet
Sunday stuff

Aaaargh!!! Not happy!! Have just done a nice long entry on word only for a power-cut (all 1 minute of it) switched everything off and so it was all lost!!! The lights have been flickering on and off for the past hour or so but that is usual for here due to the power switching grids every so often, plus some of our power comes from the wind farm up the road so when it switches over it sometimes has a short delay.....that is probably what has happened this evening!!

Sascha has settled in well, and seems quite a content puppy!! She is sleeping well at night and has adjusted to wearing her collar very well!! We are giving her short 'walks' with the lead in the bungalow so she gets used to it before setting paw in the big bad world..........she has her first vaccination tomorrow so hopefully it won't be too long before she is socialising with other doggies.
Our budgie fell off his perch and passed over the rainbow bridge yesterday. Yes he did literally fall off his perch and I have to admit we did laugh at him at first, but as he struggled to get back up on to his perch we realised he was not that brilliant but felt sure he would be okay by the time we got back from the shops - unfortunately he was not.
I am so very tired at the moment, I fell asleep on the sofa this afternoon for almost 4 hours on and off and I never do that!!! I have subsequently felt rough all evening and still feel really tired; I can only assume it is due to early mornings with Sascha, I normally don't wake until 7 am but she has had me awake at 5.45ish most mornings, either that or I am just in need of a catch up......I used to sleep for entire weekends every so often when I was younger!!
Little Alfie has chicken pox bless him!!! He is still quite cheerful but as Rob is not sure if he has had Chicken pox himself (I had it when I was 30) we are staying away............I saw Alfie this morning so hopefully I am okay and immune, mind you I have heard of cases where people have had it in the past but then gone on to have shingles when they are older after contact with CP.
Anyway, it is time to upload and put graphics in so hopefully we won't get a power cut again, lol!!! Oh, by the way I have my laptop back after Kevin has fixed it for me.........only drawback is I have lost most things on it apart from my pics because the hard drive was a mess apparently. But it is running great again and is faster than it was before.......i'll just have to re-install the stuff that I still have drivers for!
All my love to you all,
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29 March 2008
12:28:05 o'clock GMT

Hiya, hope you are all well.
We have still not had Sam’s ashes but we have something else instead to help ease things.

May I introduce Sacha (pronounced Sasha) , she is a border collie x German shepherd but is the smallest of the litter. She was born on 1st of Feb so she is currently about 8 weeks old. She is a real bundle of energy but a very welcome addition to the family. She is travelling in the car well and last night (her first night) was good, no crying and she went to sleep for most of the night. With a brief toilet break at around 3 am….she went straight back to sleep which was good. Rob was unsure and very reluctant to go and get another pup but now he is glad we did as they are virtually inseparable already!!!!
Work has been crazy this week, we are so short staffed it is crazy, but somehow we have got through…..but next week is likely to be just as crazy as we had people leave yesterday so even with the ones that return on Monday from sick leave (that is if they do) we will still be short staffed………….it don’t get any easier!!! At least I now feel part of the furniture and not like the fish out of water that I was at first; mind you it took a while to get used to working with the admin team having worked almost alone in reception jobs for a long time before that.
Wedding plans for Kevin and Lucy are well under way now; the dress and bridesmaid’s dresses are chosen, invitations being sent out, and limo booked. Kevin is beingthe whittler, Lucy is taking it all in her stride but then that is what us women do best!! The function room we are using for the reception is undergoing a major refurb at the moment so it is highly likely that Kevin and Lucy’s reception will be the first one there when it re-opens.
So much for wanting to get in the garden this weekend, it is not looking as though it will happen as it is chucking it down out there at the moment We had made good progress, but as Sacha will not be going out there much at the moment (she is paper trained though) we can hope that it will improve next week so we can finish off the changes to the garden.

Anyway it is time for lunch so I will love you and leave you until the next time. TTFN and loads of love to you all

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25 March 2008
17:27:58 o'clock GMT
Feeling Quiet
Thankyou
First of all, please let me say a huge thank you to all of you who have left lovely comments with regard to our loss of our lovely Sam; also a huge thank you to all of you who took the time to send us cards and personal emails - we are both so grateful. This is one of the reasons I could never leave J-land altogether despite moving over to BT!!! You are all such lovely people.
It is getting a little easier but certain things will stay with us forever like the way Sam would rest his head on the window-ledge to watch out for anything happening in the street…….very little did/does as we live in a cul-de-sac but that never stopped him!!! Also his love of sausages (we had them a couple of days ago and I still could not use the last remaining one as Sam always used to have it!!), chicken and anything that was not normal dog food that was okay for doggies to eat, lol !! We had initially thought of scattering his ashes at the pocket park, but decided he would be too far away from us; consequently we have bought a special white rose named ’Remember’ to plant in a patio pot and have his ashes placed round that. We also bought a pink rose for the Cancer awareness scheme……yes I know it is for human cancer but Sam was almost human in his antics so I think we can allow for that!! We miss him desperately and I am still crying quite a bit, but he is out of pain now…..even though he did not let us know he was in pain……and I like to think he is having a good time where he is!! We will get another pup soon but we need to get the garden back to a good state after the lousy weather we have had, plus make the pond puppy friendly; no way will the new pup replace Sam (nothing could ever replace him) but a new pup will be loved just as much.
I am not happy ‘cos I dropped my laptop at the weekend and it is now running sooooo slow and erratically; Kevin is going to have it at some point so he can see if he can sort it out for me; it won’t even do a proper system restore so something is not right…………yes I was calling myself all the names under the sun for doing something so stupid, but unfortunately my laptop is not the lightest of things being almost 2yrs old and made before the new lightweight ones were made!! The most annoying thing is not being able to get out of a level in one of my games because it so slow…..frustrating cos I have sailed through all the other levels - hopefully Kev will sort it for me and I can beat Rob at completing the game (we are neck and neck on the levels) and I have to beat him!!!

Anyway I am off to cook dinner and eventually catch up with emails!!! Love to you all,

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14 March 2008
18:49:16 o'clock GMT
Feeling Sad
Sam
Sam
13.4.1997 - 14.3.2008

Our boy went over the rainbow bridge at around 2pm this afternoon. He had to go for an xray this morning and they found he had numourous agressive tumours in his lungs, they had initially been overshadowed by the heart problem, but as I said in my last entry concern grew when they could not hear his heart from the left side of his body. It appeared he had developed this particularly agressive cancer very quickly and even if it had been diagnosed sooner there was nothing that could have been done. I hurt so badly when I gave the okay to end his suffering but even more so when I had to ring Rob to tell him our boy was not coming home.
He has been with us since 6 weeks old, was born in the Spring of 1997 and left us in the almost Spring not quite 11yrs old. He was a fighter to the end and crossed the bridge with a big lipstick kiss on his snout from Angela from when we said bye bye at lunchtime!!!
We will miss our lovely boy so very much and I am crying almost non stop because we won't see him again - he will be forever in our hearts.
RIP Sammy boy.

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11 March 2008
21:38:07 o'clock GMT
Feeling Anxious
not looking good

Hiya, I am actually here via bt!!!! All set up and still asble to access my journal.
Anyway, this is just a quicky to say about Sam. He is not well at all again today and we had to have a blood test done (princely sum of 62.00) as the problem does not seem to be his heart anymore, neither does the vet think it is liver failure. She thinks there is something much more serious going on; should the bloods fail to bring anything to light then it looks like x rays will be done on friday; basically she has said that if we don't get to the bottom of it pdq then we will lose him - he is a very poorly doggy. I suppose we have been looking for signs that he is getting better, the only plus point s that he has been eating and has not lost any further weight but he is laying at the side of me and is definitely not well.
Anyway, just thought I would drop by....will do a better entry tomorrow with more news.
See I told you I would be here!!!
love
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07 March 2008
10:17:17 o'clock GMT
Feeling Happy
I'm still here, LOL

Well here I am on Friday 7th March, the day I was supposed to go over to BT!! It is now not going to happen until the 11th which is not BT's fault, it is mine!!! When I did the online request for the changeover I typed the MAC code in wrong! But when I spoke to the very nice man at the call centre in Scotland (yes, Scotland...but then I did manage to speak to an AOL person in Ireland the other day!!), he told me it was easily done as I typed a zero as a letter 'O' so the code came back as invalid!!! The equipment is still supposed to be arriving today so that should be okay.......if that has changed then it will arrive on tuesday and we will be at work and not around to sign for it!!
As I have said I will be continuing to do journal entries once I have switched to BT; I have put so much love into my entries over the past (almost) 3yrs plus I have so many lovely friends here I could not bear to lose that.

Since my last entry I have had an interview for a permanent job, trouble is I felt that ill with the nasty cold I have had that I don't really remember much about it!!! I had the interview at the local general hospital for the job of appointments clerk in radiology. I vaguely recall being shown round the area where I would possibly be working, and I think the interview went okay.......I went into a sort of overdrive I think, but as soon as I came out Rob took me home (he waited for me while I was in the interview so I did not have to worry about finding a parking space) instead of back to work because I looked so ill!! Needless to say I went to bed and slept for virtually 2 days!! I did venture back to work yesterday but have to admit I felt really rough. I am feeling a lot better today though so whatever I had seems to have almost gone; maybe it is me but do colds seem to be far worse nowadays? I remember colds just being a nuisance in the past but lately all the colds I have had have been more severe with worse symptoms........or is it just my age, LOL??!!!
Sammy dog is not too bad at the moment, he is eating again without being enticed to eat which is good; the only drawback is that he is having to eat foods that are humanised as opposed to normal dog food!!! I don't mind though, as long as he is eating.....that is the most important thing. This pic was taken at Christmas so we have a little way for him to go to get back to this weight but hopefully he will be back to eating his favourite jumbones and suchlike soon. The vet did infer, on tuesday, that he thought there may be something else wrong with Sam as well as his heart, but we would have to wait and see if he manages to regain some of his weight before investigating further. If Sam puts weight on by next tuesday then that will be an answer for them, if he does not then it will be xrays and blood tests; the thoughts we are having now though is will it be fair on Sam to keep pumping him full of meds for the rest of his life? Yes we love him to pieces, he is our boy but at the end of the day we have, as humans, the choice to decide whether we take medication or not.......our pets don't!! I'd rather have Sam happy without meds, than sad and not eating with them. I just don't know what to do for the best.........and I don't want to fall slave to a vet practice that just wants to get money at our Sam's expense, especially now his heart has stabilised and his lungs are clear.
Is Spring here at last? Or are we being lulled into a false sense of security with all the glorious sunshine we are having lately? My trees in the garden are definitely showing signs of spring, my dwarf weeping willow has the lovely little grey tufts on it and looks so cute at just 3ft tall! Then my dwarf magnolia has buds on it, and the dwarf cherry tree has been full of blossom the past couple of weeks! Yes I think we just may have a definite show of Spring upon us.

Anyway, it is time to go and make a coffee and find something for Sam to eat......a bit of lightly scrambled egg will be a good idea I think. My hub and phone have arrived as promised so I will now have a look at them as well. ttfn my friends and I will catch up with you again soon. Loads of love to you all.......

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